While the chronological archive records when the poems arrived, this collection arranges them by the terrain they cover.
Theme 1. The War and the Aftermath
Poems that bear witness to the conflict that shaped a generation, the fall of Saigon, and the immediate aftermath. These are the memories that refuse to fade.
Theme 2. The Boat
The journey across the South China Sea. The thirst, the fear, the silence, and the rescue. The moment the ocean became a graveyard of boats.
Theme 3. The Practice
The breath, the bell, the silence. Poems born from forty years of meditation, from the log on the beach to the forest monastery in Myanmar.
Theme 4. The Forest and the Robe
The forty-five days as a novice monk in Myanmar. The simplicity of the hut, the silence of the woods, and the moment of leaving.
Theme 5. The Garden and Daily Life
The quiet observations of the present. The bees, the peonies, the hummingbirds, and the simple act of watering. The watcher at work in the ordinary.
Theme 6. Snow and Winter
The cold of Pennsylvania, the homelessness, the quiet of the empty chair. The snow that covers the past and the present alike.
Theme 7. Loss and Memory
The things left behind, the people who are gone, the moments of letting go. The ache that remains when the snow melts.
Theme 8. America
The strange land of arrival. The fireworks, the BBQ, the silence of the immigrant, the feeling of being a guest.
Theme 9. Home
The shape of Vietnam, the sound of the ocean, the return. The question of where the road ends.
Theme 10. The Zen Mind
The shift from witness to observer. No war, no boat, no story. Just the moon, the rain, the shadow, the step. Nature as the mirror of a mind that has settled into stillness.
September 20, 2026
The breath awareness recorded in these final poems is the same awareness I found at twelve years old, sitting alone, without instruction and without a name for it. The war took many things, but did not take this. Every technique learned since, every noting, every scanning, was the long way back to that first touch point.
The archive is complete here. Whatever comes next needs no record. Breath awareness at the touching point continues.
Ngày 20 tháng 9 năm 2026
Sự chú ý đến hơi thở ghi lại trong những bài thơ cuối này cũng là sự chú ý tôi tìm thấy năm mười hai tuổi, ngồi một mình, không ai hướng dẫn, cũng chưa gọi tên được. Chiến tranh đã lấy đi nhiều thứ, nhưng không lấy đi điều này. Mọi phép tu học trước đây, mỗi lần ghi nhận, mỗi lần quét, đều chỉ là con đường dài trở về điểm chạm đầu tiên.
Toàn tập dừng lại ở đây. Điều gì đến sau không cần ghi lại nữa. Nhận thức hơi thở tại điểm chạm vẫn tiếp tục.
Addendum
These poems come from meditation after the archive is closed. It's better to share them than to keep them for myself. Poems began September 20, 2026. Numbering continues from 190.